In reality the events of the last few days still in my mind, feeling close to what you could interpret as “high.” Although still very conscious, my senses overwhelmed by having to process all that was going on; and that is something is hard to say; how to put feelings into words.
Simply it’s a, bride and groom; the topper on wedding cake. Where emotions are really truly seen, where he is to experience all of this for the first time. He doesn’t really show excitement; but when he does show it, it’s with nerves of steel…rushed into mix with the sensual overload, creating new dreams and schemes in his mind.
Sometimes I think intellectuals are better at having more of what is “required” to say rather than expressing what they are really thinking. He is so sweet and sensitive and so loving; always showing me as I watch you take on the remains of this day.
I hope I am not a burden, I hope that I hope I am not over thinking too much. All I know is …that I love my best friend.